I love my Girlfriend....

Agnes,

I love you to the max! till i loses my hair and teeth.. =D

Don't let life pass you by!.... Carpe Diem.

Since everything is on a wild ride it gave me into thinking about the life that I had here and the blessings that I truly experience, furthermore let me be the first one to say no one should let life nor time pass you by. And for some reason after reading this from a fellow blogger, It inspired me that the destination isn’t important it’s always how you essence the journey to truly say life is indeed too short!

So, I thank God for all the blessings that I received for the food on the table and that giant roof over my big head. :D

It's been a year or so since:
- I stopped playing Xbox and started loving my ps3.
- I joined a church group.
- I did hospital visitation for my fellow ofw in Rashid hospital.
- I’ve met Anita from Morong Rizal, who was a victim of maltreatment and helping her recover from her suicide incident.
- I've gone to Kish, Iran with Jay hehehe…
- I enrolled in a photography class even though I graduated but didn’t got my certificate on stage.
- I went to Hong Kong, China for the first time.
- I went to Singapore and met my college friends
- I watched Incubus and Prodigy rock on stage.
- I started to learn how to cook classic pinoy foods not just your ordinary prito.
- I’ve met the awesome west coast customs for pimp my ride
- I did studio photography for the first time with raven and sarsi.
- I rode that insane hurricane ride in global theme park for the first time.
- Dub Drift was born
- Sarsi moved to Singapore and Marvic moved in.
- I almost have my dream job with a better pay but it just wasn’t for me.
- I said yes to geoff malone associates offer but hesitated due to Singapore extreme work system.
- I was sleeping in one of those benches in Kembangan Park due to extreme drinking with pope.
- Since I saw my whole SO Family
- How I miss driving my car in manila
- Finally I started saving for the future.. hahaha!

It's been a couple of months since:
- I got together with Agnes.
- I started Dragon Boating in Mina Seyahi
- I went to Istanbul, Turkey
- I went home to manila for raven and roni’s wedding.
- I met Agnes family
- I finally had dinner together with my whole family
- I started biking around dubai with my group
- I started going to the gym at last.
- I went to Manila, Philippines.
- I went to Singapore again checking flamingo heights apartment flat of erwin and pope.
- Finally ate some kick azz’ le ching siomai in virramall
- Kuya ketet Ass beating in GTA
- Took some magnificent shots of intramuros and the rest of manila.
- Dubai Dawn Patrol was born
- Witness KG got his first championship and told my cousin that the most successful organization in the history of the NBA has only had its appetizer. The main meal is on its way.. woot woot!

It's been a couple of days since:
- The lovely dinner with Agnes in deira for her birthday.
- The fun trip to Fujeira with Agnes family

Did I say live life to the fullest! Viva la Vida baby!.... hehehe can’t wait for next year.

No Lightform Certificate at all

Good day!

Isn’t the right word to begin with after last night illustrious batch 19 graduation event no words could be said how disgusted I am today recalling what took place. As of you all know I didn’t got my certification of completion.

How was this possible? Took all the requirements sited all the classes took every part outdoor and most especially I REMMITED all those raffle tickets. Hmmm?! Did I left anything out?!... I think not! Oopps?! Teka maybe it was the EF evaluation form that I just filled up earlier then again nah?! It’s not… got tons of classmates jotting it up at the same time as me but happy to say they did get their certifications except yours truly…

Paid the graduation fee but no certificate? I know pisses you off right?!

So just imagined what I felt like throughout the whole process been burning the midnight oil for almost 3 months every Friday for my classes with a hectic job on the side and I know its not only me but everyone as well the whole lightform family did their own sacrifice for the sake of photography just for that little paper to be handed on stage so you could finally say alas! I did it!

so just put yourself on my shoe, it’s my graduation day everyone was beautiful looking very hip I was sitting in my very own little table waiting for my name to be called so I waited diligently and waited and waited tapos yun wala… habang lahat ng tao nag-sasaya sa gitna getting their pictures taken na super saya what a sight to see right?! pero ikaw nandun and feeling an outcast talk about family / colleague huh?! And its very unethical na hindi tawagin lahat ng name ng students, did I just say its our graduation day?! Sana kung ganun na lang ang nangyari eh di sana sinabi na lang sa umpisa na wag ka ng pumunta at magbayad ng fee at mag-damit ng maganda dahil wala ka ring matatagap na certificate sa huling at para ma-spare mo mag-mukhang tanga. Sa sariling mong graduation. And it’s not just that piece of paper it’s the essence of that day because it’s your graduation monumental yung araw na yun kasi hindi mo na kaya siyang ibalik pa.

So to whoever you are who have ruin my graduation, thank you, you have made me realize that I’m not actually too excited about lightform advance classes anymore. Lately this incident has made me more hot headed than anything else. I’m incapable of writing anything good or positive of. May this kind of thing be avoided in the Future.

Call it childish or anything you want that’s just the way it is…

And Oh?! By the way, before you make proper adjustments of raising the standard of lightform a bit further, be sure that the system works as well coz its always the quality of it and not the quantity instead. I came to learn photography and not selling raffle tickets.

PATRICK FLORES

letter to a friend

i was asked by my good friend dee how was my stay in singapore went through....


dee,

it was fun! going to singapore for at least 3weeks im here in manila right now and its just a matter of time that im going back to dubai... hmmm?! where do i start i miss the crazy mrt interchange from boon lay to bedok station!..the insane what is left is right and what is right is left when crossing the street!.. how geylang reminds me like being in malate for the wild nightouts and street party!.. the dull waves in sentosa.. the wish i hope manila would have its own esplanade right by the river...the promise myself mode i would go back to my little hawker food joint right around the corner...the anime singaporean girls whom i think always shop at H&M for being quite so hip... the ds and psp geek/subway street dancers at the ruffles staion... plus to top it all out i miss the feeling of drinking 3 glasses of singaporean sling then riding the insane slingshot ride after... not to mention the i almost passout scenario's for being so drunk and wasted while waiting for a taxi cab at kembangan park! (thank God i wasn't arrested after all for all the antics i did hahaha...)a 411 actually, i did saw you at ruffles mall in the food court upstairs with you're bf nung una akala ko si soy mariano yung bf mo kamukha eh...hehehe. the two of you looked good together! what a cute couple... sayang lang, i almost did say yes dun sa job offer but i didn't like the projects that was given me.. residential clusters aren't for me man! well this is all for now ang haba na ng email ko hehehe...hope your having a blast/kickass life there!..regards sa bf by the way! ingats dee!
see you next year!

next time i'l go for an all out vacation na 3month para in a way... i could spend some time with my good friends like dee too bad hindi pa tayo nagkita! oh? well! i guess see you nga next year..
hehehe

happy mother's day... belated pla

Happy Mother's day!!!

i know i know... super late but at least i still haven't forgotten to greet everyone a happy mother's day.... to my mom luv yah so much! still remember when i was a little kid we would wake up together at 5:30am in the morning just to take me to school from marikina to quezon city.. crazy! if that isnt love i dont know what is.... thanks ma!... pero ngayon square even na tayo!...actually parang bayad na yata ako sa lahat ng utang ko! bwahhaha.... joke!

Plus, i could not believe aiin's going to the states from las vegas to florida or maybe magpit stop sa La to see michelle.... bwahahaha. what the heck? anong klase US immigration officer would grant her a visa to go there. straight up that immig. officer must be high on something..

immigration officer: hija lahat ng papel mo galing recto...

aiin: Sir? i didnt knew, im just a kickass pastry chef / wedding coordinator / call center geek / sec. plus im one of the grandchild of Nonilon So!

immigration officer: ha? apo ka ni nonilon sr. the war veteran turned newspaper boy turned pastor..

aiin: "uhuh"

immigration officer: why didn't you say so?! boys take those cuffs off! quickly... enjoy your stay miss! uncle sam sends his regards...

now i believe impossible is nothing.. Geez! if aiin could get an eagle stamp heck?! absolute bonkers! i should get one myself...hahaha... so im going home this june tpos lahat ng family ko wala naman except for ate joan and kuya erwin... ayos! party all night!!! yes! its that time of the month! the crazy night house party is churning like crazy!

2weeks in manila! soya! il visit lola So first then go party after... tagaytay sonya's garden is a must.. los baños, party with jay and arn is a must... sidebar toma drinking with highschool friends up to wee hours is good to go... go out on a date.. check! boracay and palawan trip with ate jo and erwin definitely a must go.. party in makati, metrowalk, libis and ortigas double check! hhmmmm visit paula?... nah!? tulog na lang ako... bwahahah!

whew! what a list to accomplish....

lapit na! i miss the chaotic streets and errie food of manila....

so To: ate avee, ate yan, ate fatima, tita mely, ate karen, tita susan, ate papat, lola nene, tita len, and lalo na kay tita beth plus my mom aiin and ate joan Belated HAPPY MOTHER"S Day!!!

happy, happy happy birthday...

A birthday party that went overboard... last night me and my good friend david finally saw each other and threw one heck of a party with a little help from her tita cher obviously... this one is a tight group friends of friends of friends.... Crazy! now my popularity rate reach an all time high last night coz sobrang dami tao na ngayon ko lang nakita i was like saying to these guys was doh-si-soh oh! yo! ho! hello there! oh yeah! hahaha... today as i woke up i have no idea what their name's are plus i've got a one mean hangover to deal with... oh well?! been there done that right..

man! stand and shout right? people getting it on... sympre i was the center of attention haha. videoke galore...


the two dweebs and their tequilla... haha bj and lei!!! thank God for giving me such good friends...

Celebrating with the birthday girl… david!! Now you owe me bigtime from the thesis scale model to this? The Party’s venue hahaha… nah?! Tindi pare luuppetttt!!!



Bj and Jean doing a brokeback to back hahaha... this is the highlight of the party!!! dude... i could sell this picture and earn tons of money nah?! maybe i could be killed just showing this... hahaha



meet the boys from the hood... tor, my kickass thai friend.. me the uber duper drop dead mala borgy is that you porma hahaha.. and the new proud father stah!!! im happy for you man, I know God will bless you with a beautiful kid... Congrats to you and Gyds.... "tatay ka na hindi na binata ka"y daming pagbabago nakaka-panibago.... :D

Pare okay pa koooohhhhhhh…di.. di akoooo lashing tol I Lab you pare mahal kita dude sobra…. Yoouuu aarrrreeee dah best tsong… wow.. all right…. Yeah ok to ah! teka pre-party pa toh ha at toma na agad ako wala pa yung celebrant...

bj me lei and david...the effect of tequilla and videoke is one tough combo to beat... dude, everyone was astonish and couldnt believe when i aced the top score in the media com... 100!! heck, i was just singing tanging yaman baby!!! hahaha... ikaw ang aking hic! tanging yaman akoý lubusan at hic! tutunan ang nilikha mong kagandahan.... hic!.... hahaha

meet all the gang... geez?! this picture could be a postcard as well... welcome to dubai... wish you we're here.. eto ba and dakilang bagong bayani ng ating bayan...hahaha.. happy hour equals one heck of a party!!! kaya sayo david happy birthday can't wait for next year.... teka dito pa kaya ako nun?... hahaha... who knows?! :D

Remember the Fellas...

Crap! just got off the phone from mah boyz in singapore.. nakaka-ingit coz' they've been partying and backpacking all week tpos ako nandito kayod sa trabaho.. huhuhu..
but enough is enough its only 40 days and il be there to kick it in and paint it red... we came a very longway pope, erwin and i...they say highschool friends are friends for life and college friends are the ones that stays with you forever.. true friends kung baga.. i do remember this one time when we shared one house in josefina and yes, all 3 of us crammed into it.. they say we are the meanest boys in the world exag naman kung the entire universe...hehe yup! and they say we are terrible that we always gang up or bullying the weak one lalo na kng friend namin na babae..haha yung mga pabulong-bulong kme sa harapan nila tapos sabay tatawa or pag may hirit sila na joke lagi namin sinasabi na ngek! ang corny!!... and we have this nasty habit to do the number 2 back to back to back so just imagine the poisonous gas we just unleash in our toilet kaya pala when some of our barkada na girls do hate sleeping in our apartment too bad na laging dun ang party...hahaha... i can't imagine my life without these two dweebs, and i always thank God, allah, the dale lama and buddha himself that he gave me two such great friends. kung ang sister ko have her infamous bff group posse definitely i've got my two trusted boyz who is always there when i needed some help... from the inuman sessions in our rooftop apartments to our roadtrip together tapos ngayon malaysia and singapore trip to bring havoc upon is surely top of my list for the year 2007 highlight baby!!! hmmm teka?! migrate na nga lng ako sa singapore with these fools.... hmmmm?!!! not a bad idea after all... pwede!
patrick: uy?! pare musta?!
pope: nasa sentosa kme ni erwin
patrick: anak ng... hindi nga?! wag kayong gumimik ng wala ako...
erwin: hahaha gumala ka ng magisa, pope kain tayo sa hooters...woot woot!!!...

June 1 is just around the corner...

Happy Easter and Home Finally...

happy easter!!! everyone....

its been awhile since the last time i wrote here... work is pretty much kicking my ass right now... but im not complaining from this side however cause my papers have been signed sealed and delivered to me yesterday... oh well?! no biggie ryt?! its just a tiny piece of paper indicating my APPROVE LEAVE VACATION... boooyahhhh!!! crazy!

Exactly 53 days from now i'l be leaving dubai and party somewhere else.. i already book my flight first stop is singapore for 3 days then a boat ride to malaysia and stay there for 4 days coz i always wanted to see the petronas tower then a bus ride to vietnam saigon and another bus ride to cambodia then go back to singapore on a flight back to manila... backpacking south east asia!!!

man! im so excited right now by june 15 il be in manila to see my family, friends, relatives.. my 3 dogs my goldfish and most especially sleep in my room in my own bed... long drives to baguio, tagaytay and los baños laguna...
will always bring joy to me... i dunno why?! i do remember one time when i lost jayme i was driving nonstop to the point of where the hell i am going... as in long driving.. i didnt care about the destination all i wanted is the freedom of my journey all is quiet and full of tranquility.. and reflect on some issue...

il be coming home!! finally..

other side..

Today is one of those days that you just wanted to break someone's nose!!! its not just a metaphor but literally im full of angst!!! but in my good nature i decided to put all my energy in this blog... the frustration in me dwells all over if lord vader was here he could feel the dark side withheld in my aura... i want to go home na to manila and live a life that i always had... to tell you the truth i would never last 2 years here i think being stuck for almost a year is tough enough for a rigid desolation... would you exchange a life with more meaning for a lousy financial saving?... material things which doesnt have any impact to your life that process your boredom to a rapid rate and everyday is just a waste of time... i want a new life with a new job and a new environment to it... period!!!

trying

It’s Good To Be In Love (on YouTube)

Frou Frou

To tell you honestly i just saw this video from a fellow blogger and now im sooo loving it.. heck?! i dont know why...

Xpat....

A funny story by matthew sutherland that should be read by all filipinos.... stand up and be proud to be a noypi in a very unique way....

Matter of Taste
By Matthew Sutherland

I have now been in this country for over six years,and consider myself in most respects wellassimilated. However, there is one key step on theroad to full assimilation, which I have yet to take,and that's to eat BALUT. The day any of you sees me eating balut, please callimmigration and ask them to issue me a Filipino passport. Because at that point there will be noturning back. BALUT, for those still blissfully ignorant non-Pinoys out there, is a fertilized duckegg. It is commonly sold with salt in a piece of newspaper, much like English fish and chips, bystreet vendors usually after dark, presumably so youcan't see how gross it is. It's meant to be an aphrodisiac, although I can'timagine anything more likely to dispel sexual desirethan crunching on a partially formed baby duckswimming in noxious fluid. The embryo in the eggcomes in varying stages of development, but basically it is not considered macho to eat onewithout fully discernable feathers, beak, and claws.Some say these crunchy bits are the best. Othersprefer just to drink the so-called 'soup', the vile, pungent liquid that surrounds the afore mentioned feathery fetus...excuse me; I have to go and throw up now. I'll be back in a minute. Food dominates the life of the Filipino. People here just love to eat. They eat at least eight times a day. These eight official meals are called, in order: breakfast, snacks, lunch, merienda, meriendaceyna, dinner, bedtime snacks and no-one-saw-me-take-that-cookie-from-the-fridge-so-it-doesn't-count. The short gaps in between these mealtimes are spent eating Sky Flakes from the open packet that sits on every desktop. You're never far from food in the Philippines. If you doubt this, next time you're driving home from work, try this game. See how long you can drive without seeing food and I don't mean a distant restaurant, or a picture of food. I mean a man on the sidewalk frying fish balls, or a man walking through the traffic selling nuts or candy. Ibet it's less than one minute. Here are some other things I've noticed about food in the Philippines:Firstly, a meal is not a meal without rice - even breakfast. In the UK, I could go a whole year without eating rice. Second, it's impossible to drink without eating. A bottle of San Miguel just isn't the same without gambas or beef tapa. Third,no one ventures more than two paces from their house without baon (food in small container) and a container of something cold to drink. You might aswell ask a Filipino to leave home without his pants on. And lastly, where I come from, you eat with a knife and fork. Here, you eat with a spoon and fork.You try eating rice swimming in fish sauce with a knife. One really nice thing about Filipino food culture is that people always ask you to SHARE their food. In my office, if you catch anyone attacking their baon, they will always go,"Sir! KAIN TAYO!" ("Let's eat!"). This confused me, until I realized that they didn't actually expect me to sit down and start munching on their boneless bangus. In fact, the polite response is something like, "No thanks, I just ate." But the principle is sound - if you have food on your plate, you are expected to share it, however hungry you are, with those who may be even hungrier. Ithink that's great! In fact, this is frequently even taken one stepfurther. Many Filipinos use "Have you eaten yet?"("KUMAIN KA NA?") as a general greeting,irrespective of time of day or location. Some foreigners think Filipino food is fairly dull compared to other Asian cuisines. Actually lots ofit is very good: Spicy dishes like Bicol Express(strange, a dish named after a train); anything cooked with coconut milk; anything KINILAW; andanything ADOBO. And it's hard to beat the sheer wanton, cholesterolic frenzy of a good old-fashioned LECHON de leche (roast pig) feast. Dig a pit, lighta fire, add 50 pounds of animal fat on a stick, and cook until crisp. Mmm, mmm... you can actually feelyour arteries constricting with each successive mouthful. I also share one key Pinoy trait --- a sweet tooth.I am thus the only foreigner I know who does not complain about sweet bread, sweet burgers, sweet spaghetti, sweet banana ketchup, and so on. I am a man who likes to put jam on his pizza. Try it!It's the weird food you want to avoid. In addition to duck fetus in the half-shell, items to avoid inthe Philippines include pig's blood soup (DINUGUAN);bull's testicle soup, the strangely-named "SOUP NUMBER FIVE" (I dread to think what numbers one through four are); and the ubiquitous, stinky shrimp paste, BAGOONG, and it's equally stinkysister, PATIS. Filipinos are so addicted to these latter items that they will even risk arrest or deportation trying to smuggle them into countries like Australia and the USA, which wisely ban the importation of items you can smell from more than100 paces. Then there's the small matter of the purple ice cream. I have never been able to get my brain around eating purple food; the ubiquitous UBE leaves me cold. And lastly on the subject of weird food, beware:that KALDERETANG KAMBING (goat) could well be KALDERETANG ASO (dog)... The Filipino, of course, has a well-developed sense of food. Here's a typical Pinoy food joke: "I'm on a seafood diet. "What's a seafood diet?" "When I see food, I eat it!" Filipinos also eat strange bits of animals --- the feet, the head, the guts, etc., usually barbecued on a stick. These have been given witty names, like "ADIDAS" (chicken's feet);"KURBATA" (either just chicken's neck, or "neck andthigh" as in "neck-tie"); "WALKMAN" (pigs ears);"PAL" (chicken wings); "HELMET" (chicken head);"IUD" (chicken intestines), and BETAMAX"(video-cassette-like blocks of animal blood). Yum,yum. Bon appetit. WHEN I arrived in the Philippines from the UK six years ago, one of the first cultural differences to strike me was names. The subject has provided acontinuing source of amazement and amusement eversince. The first unusual thing, from an English perspective, is that everyone here has a nickname.In the staid and boring United Kingdom, we have nicknames in kindergarten, but when we move intoadulthood we tend, I am glad to say, to lose them.The second thing that struck me is that Philippinenames for both girls and boys tend to be what we in the UK would regard as over bearingly cutesy for anyone over about five. Fifty-five-year-olds colleague put it.Where I come from, a boy with a nickname like Boy Blue or Honey Boy would be beaten to death at schoolby pre-adolescent bullies, and never make it to adulthood. So, probably, would girls with names likeBabes, Lovely, Precious, Peachy or Apples. Yuk,ech ech. Here, however, no one bats an eyelid. Then I noticed how many people have what I have come to call "door-bell names". These are nicknames that sound like -well, doorbells. There are millions ofthem. Bing, Bong, Ding, and Dong are some of themore common. They can be, and frequently are, usedin even more door-bell-like combinations such asBing-Bong, Ding-Dong, Ting-Ting, and so on. Evenour newly appointed chief of police has a doorbell name Ping. None of these doorbell names exist whereI come from, and hence sound unusually amusing to my untutored foreign ear. Someone once told me that one of the Bings, when asked why he was called Bing, replied, "because mybrother is called Bong". Faultless logic. Dong, of course, is a particularly funny one for me,as where come from "dong" is a slang word for well;perhaps "talong" is the best Tagalog equivalent!!!Repeating names was another novelty to me, having never before encountered people with names like Len-Len, Let-Let, Mai-Mai, or Ning-Ning. The secretary I inherited on my arrival had an unusualone: Leck-Leck. Such names are then frequently further refined by using the "squared" symbol, as inLen2 or Mai2. This had me very confused for a while.Then there is the trend for parents to stick to atheme when naming their children. This can be assimple as making them all begin with the same letter, as in Jun, Jimmy, Janice, and Joy. More imaginative parents shoot for more sophisticated forms of assonance or rhyme, as in Biboy, Boboy, Buboy, Baboy (notice the names getworse the more kids there are-best to be born earlyor you could end up being a Baboy). Even better, parents can create whole families of,say, desserts (Apple Pie, Cherry Pie, Honey Pie) or flowers (Rose, Daffodil, Tulip). The main advantageof such combinations is that they look great painted across your trunk if you're a cab driver. That's another thing I'd never seen before coming to Manila --taxis with the driver's kids' names on the trunk. Another whole eye-opening field for the foreign visitor is the phenomenon of the "composite" name. This includes names like Jejomar (for Jesus, Josephand Mary), and the remarkable Luzviminda (for Luzon,Visayas and Mindanao, believe it or not).That's a bit like me being called something like"Engscowani" (for England, Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland). Between you and me, I'm glad I'm not. And how could I forget to mention the fabulous concept of the randomly inserted letter 'h'. Quite what this device is supposed to achieve, I have not yet figured out, but I thinkit is designed to give a touch of class to anotherwise only averagely weird name. It results increations like Jhun, Lhenn, Ghemma, and Jhimmy. Or how about Jhun-Jhun (Jhun2)? How boring to come from a country like the UK full of people with names like John Smith. How wonderful to come from a country where imagination and exoticism rule the world of names. Even the towns here have weird names; my favorite isthe unbelievably named town of Sexmoan (ironicallyclose to Olongapo and Angeles). Where else in the world could that really be true?Where else in the world could the head of the Churchreally be called Cardinal Sin?Where else but the Philippines! Note: Philippines has a senator named Joker, and itis his legal name.....

hahaha... how i miss P.I and Manila

~trickpa Trickyu~

being me or quite me whatever you prefer

death to you if you wake me up before my alarm does... and no side comments pls..
i always have room for ice blended coffee
i never share my siomai n siopao
wendy's biggie iced tea and mexicalli burito are not meant for sharing....
i dont eat anything that has ampalaya in it...
kina-career ko na ang mag-mix ng mga tonic drinks...hehehe
i love adventures... go pulag for the second time!
i have a dog who sleeps like a person.
i don't get why people go to the beach during summer... ang init kaya!
i have an irrational fear being alone in the dark! pero pag may kayakap ok lng!!!..hehehe
i can't stand the sight of being stuck inside of a bus with all the indian guys.. ewww!
i cant pronounce the phrases peugeot and ostrich skewer and swarovski. try mo hirap kaya!
im not good with birthdays
i have a tendency of saying hi and waving at strangers
i never leave home without my keys n psp
im not really fond of kiddies
im such a light sleeper that i'm awakened whenever i snore... unless im a heavy sleeper and a loud snorer?! yikes!
i always ask favors by saying in the most possible nicest way
and for some reason my highschool tropa dont call me by my name.. sweet ha dami niyong pet names for me. ass =P

its the most wonderful time of the year

its election year! with no suprizes looking at all the hopeful candidates who wanted to be mayors senators etc. doesnt bring hope to me anymore and for my country as well... kawawang pilipinas!!! goma, montano plus the rest of the showbiz gang pti si pacquiao doesnt deserves any sunshine in my blog... cause it only works in a crowd where face value and the status for being a celebrity credits the opportunity to run for office...siguro one day lahat ng mga matitinong pilipino ay aalis na ng pilipinas at ang matitira na lng ay puro politico na silang sila din ang naglolokohan.... imagine 500 filipinos a day comes in here sa dubai just to get a little taste of milk and honey.. i always salute the heart of every expat ofw its pretty amazing earning only a little few then sends 70% of their salary to their loves ones back home and still be happy is truly amazing!!! hats off talaga ako... sayang lng corruption has tarnish one great country like ours....
reporter: kasama po natin ngayn si manny p. who is running for office in his hometown...
reporter: manny ano ang iyng paltaporma sa darating na halalan....
manny: hmmm?! teka?! yung ano... ano ba yun...

sayang nagpa-trapo and nagpagamit si manny sa mga politico.... i just wish he'd stick to boxing forever!!! at ano ang ggawin ni goma n montano sa senado taas ng trip pare! hind muna mag simula sa maliit na pwesto di tulad ni erap councilor muna! bwahahha...

truly is.... its the year of the pig bigtime!!!

~trickpa Trickyu~

V-day or Hearts day whatever....

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Happy Heart's Day Everyone!!!.....
Plus every woman deserves a bunch of flowers for Valentine's day....

yup! its finish at last feb. 14 is over and done with....hmmmm?! if i would think about it everyday could be valentine's day sympre you have to crossout the reservation dinners expensive flowers and those yummy... chocolates that everyone crave... it would be just one simple day with the person you loved as in 24-7!!!

I have to admit i gave two flowers for two lovely ladies that i cared about friends i'd like to keep forever... mari and nina... i was suppose to give one flower for my mom but since my family was so busy planning their trip to florida and los angeles i choose not to give her flowers but pocket money instead... ratz! ang bait kong anak!!!... hahaha... kahit hindi ako kasama.... my little sister is very lucky for sticking it out with my parents kaya siguro sinama cya ni mommy... i'l bet they will have a blast going there with all my tita's and tito's and seeing the rest of... or entire So clan in the states....

Man! pisses me off i'l tell you.... leaving me here in dubai... haha!

back to my story... Feb. 10, 07... so when pre valentine's is almost here i called up my fave sister aiin in manila to buy me one bouquet of flowers and let it be delivered to nina's house i was so pump up!... coz i like her she's one of my friends that i really wanted to spend some time with... and buti na lng she's in manila for v-day and not in nyc... props up to aiin and cuenco for slipping some time in their hectic sched just to buy me one...

this is the exact flowers that i gave to nina.....kickass ryt? thanks aiin and cuenco for making it possible... bravo! i owe you two bigtime...

Now that everything is already been set and carefully planned... as the day progresses i was minding my own shit as always... coz i knew i got it laid down already... i was surfing the net then i stumble one site one of my favorite site to tell you honestly... it was mari's blog the kickass wedding weavers!!! hands down baby!!!. then i saw this post from her pertaining that valentine's day sucks i was really sad from reading it then it hit me i told myself i would change her perspective on it so i decided to give her flowers for v-day at least that the start right?!! so i went to her place spoke to her mom and jot down the complete address then off to the flower shop!! kapow... then i wrote a card saying that....

Mari....
Every woman deserves a bunch of flowers for valentine's day...
Patrick

so my job here is done... the rest of feb.14 was really crazy for a single guy like me i've got no dates for v-day.... but i gave two flowers for two friends of mine one here and one in manila so when the evening hits got no plans whatsoever imagine that?! buti na lng jay invited me for dinner with the rest of our officemates then went drinking after.... man! i forgot the taste of tequilla... the first time it hit my lips i knew then something crazy antics is going to happen... hazy.. weird and far out insane.... yup it did... yup it did... got pictures to prove it...

~trickpa Trickyu~

4:30pm

letter writting... being stuck from place to place... its always a good sign to have someone to write upon... things that you alone can define.. what you truly believe in to a person from a person. when i was a little kid i never really enjoyed letter writting but as time progresses and see some lame friends of mine doing it also.. it got me hook up and tuned very much.. like today?!..
As of today its 4:30pm in a glummy afternoon here in dubai i should be working my ass off pero hahaha... deliks good old katamaran hit me hard so fast... cant wait for the clock to hit 6:00... cmon cmon fool ring the bell already... oh? well!! just blogging all the way... till six..
anyway where was i?! ah right?! writting i could bore you to death with this post but i can guarantee you after reading this i'd shed you a little light what my life looks like... heck! from my side of view teka? or should i say my point of view... nah?!

hey! nina
Yup! im doing well here... you're so right friendship is a good foundation to begin with... i always wonder what it feels like growing up with 2 brothers? but instead God gave me two lovely sisters so imagine me growing up with an ate whom i do look upon and a kikay baby sister na minsan ako pa ang mgmmukhang bunso...hahaha thank God hindi ako nging patricia... being with them for 26yrs of my life is such a blast i have no regrets whatsoever! love them with all my heart... im more close to my mom rather than to my dad coz my dad is always away working abroad when i was a kid so in a sense my mom became my dad also... i grew up in a house filled with strong willed women from my lola down to my mom and ate... including all my tita's as well... it wasnt my intention to rattle you when i texted you I love you! coz i really do but love is such a big word to fill up... prang i couldn't back it up with all the obstruction between us... i wanted to be there with you telling me... what things you rave about what title of the book did you read... did it make you weep or smile instead? what color is the beach when the sunset touches its face?... what pasta did you ate that it still makes you crave?...i know you will always be daddy's little girl but how i wish i could proudly say to everyone that forever your my girl...

~trickpa Trickyu~

adia...

i just really love this song... kahit na most of my friends are sick and waery from hearing it again and again... tough luck! pipz i got it lock down... hahaha!!! bravo adia...

nothing much new to begin my chapter for the year 2007 maybe its too far to tell yet what would happen the next few months... so im keeping my fingers crossed para to go all the way.... new life new stuff new friends new challenges with a new beginning....

to kick it off im planning to get my driver's license here in dubai... para i could start my road rage hehehe... and lay it on the curbs and show these people what driving is all about... and bring the manila mentally for chaos in the streets of bur dubai... the pana boys doesnt stand a chance heck?! they dont know shit about driving anyway...

but life it too short to predict anything yet....

Thank God for youtube to entertain us no matter what situation are you into....plus it would put a smile on your face!!!..... i hope.

~trickpa Trickyu~

say it isnt so...

Life is short, so break d rules! Forgive quickly, Believe slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made u happy...

for one year being in the dumps for the girl that broke my heart is enough i forgave myself and i forgave her na rin...

too bad she didnt realize my worth as a man.... i gave up everything and gained nothing... i see how love commands me and i see how love jst pass me by...

but i never regret it... happy anniv!!! to me....hahaha alas 1 year have pass!!.... .!.

=P

wedding nah?!

today is D-day!!! i really never would imagine seeing my xgf getting married to someone else... plus the fact that she did invited me to attend pero i didn't got the guts to go... ewan ko kung bakit?!.... hmmmmm?! bitterness? nope! jealousy?.... teka check ko lang?!... ala din!.... siguro i just simply didnt want to see the guy's face bwahaha.... my friends keep telling me "ungas! awy mo lng pumunta kse siguradong mas pogi sayo yung pinag-palit nya" then i would hit back na pogi nga adik naman" ...hahaha! sayang lang she did not realize my worth as a man... but in my behalf i did say my congrats to her.... then she ask me bakit hindi daw ako makaka-punta i told her i got a really important appointment that day and it requires my utmost attention.... and another lame excuses but in my mind isang place lang ang pupuntahan ko for that matter none other than ps3 and psp expo plus x-games baby!!!!

Anyway the event in the expo was awesome i was drooling the moment my eyes gaze upon the ps3... its not your ordinary black box anymore the machine and the game pad are sick!

by the time my xgf and her hubby exchanging i do's with one another i was saying i do to...yup! i do want a ps3 for christmas and a canon 400D slr....
so Santa if ever you stumble upon my blog.... you know what i want for christmas.... feel me dawg?! hehehe....

next stop X-games!!! see you there......

peeeaaaacccceeeee!!!!

here's where the story ends...

A story of love that is found and lost forever.... breaks of life i guess....

My knees were shaking as I glanced at him, “my ex-boyfriend” .. he’s with someone malamang girlfriend nya. I pretend na di ko cia nakita, but he grabbed my shoulder bag at napalingon ako.. alam ko cia ang humila ng bag ko..“chesk” (as usual na tawag nya sa akin) at parang wala lang, I said “hi” kanina pa daw nya ako nakita hindi lang daw ako namamansin, sabi ko na lang cencia, I was busy fixing my things, sabay smile.he asked me If I received the invitation of his wedding..saka ko lang naalala ikakasal na nga pala cia, kelan? 3 days from now..date pa yun ng anniversary namin.. the man I loved before is announcing the date of his wedding with this curly haired lady in front of me.. the man who's deeply in love with me before..*sigh* *..it’s been 2 years since we last talked, siguro masasabi kong.. I missed him, so much... hindi lang talaga maganda ang naging paghihiwalay namin, may mga bagay talaga na dapat ayusin, mga bagay na nasira sa mga hindi inaasahang pangyayari.. pero akala ko lang pala yon, akala ko lang na magiging maayos ang lahat.
as I opened the invitation,napansin ko agad ang date.. anniversary nga namin dati.. una kong naisip inaasar nya ako tamang ganti lang sa mga ginawa ko noon.. pero hindi ako nagpaasar. Eto nga at nakikipagchikahan pa ako sa harap ng kanyang fiancée. Bakit? Dahil ba wala lang sa akin? Ayos lang na makipagbolahan ako dito sa kanilang dalawa??..O magaling lang ako magtago ng nararamdaman? Ang hirap kaya ng ginagawa ko ngayon, trying to be nice with them.Naah!! Nagsisi na ako noon, ayoko na magsisi ulit ngayon. Gusto kong ipakita sa kanya na masaya ako para sa kanilang dalawa. oo dapat may ayusin pa akong mga bagay bagay, pero naisip ko para saan pa?wala naman na akong babalikan, wala naman na akong pagbabawian sa kasalanang nagawa ko.. pero kung alam nya lang..sobrang nagsisi ako sa mga nangyari.. kung alam nya lang kung anong mga gusto kong sabihin ngayon..hindi ko cia iniwan, nawala lang ako saglit para ihulma ang sarili ko sa kung sino mang gusto nyang maging ako..pero cympre hindi nya ako naintindihan… pero umaasa ako na kahit papano..sana. . alam nya yon..“we have to go cheska” nasabi ng kanyang fiancée, “aasahan ka namin sa kasal”“ah.. uhm yah.. p-pupunta ako” ngiti lang sakin si Ace“c-congratulations. .” habol ko pa*hinga ng malalim**..*Sa Church**Exactly 2pm kami dumating sa church..kasama ko best friend kong si Jelai chinika na agad nya ako, ano daw ba ang nararamdaman ko na hindi ako ang bride ni Ace, sagot ko "wala lang".. She just smiled at me, thinking that “wala lang” nga talaga.. pero kung alam nya lang, I wanted to shout in front of everybody.. gusto kong ipaalam na ako ang dapat na inaabangan ng lahat ngayon..pero hndi pa ako baliw para gawin ang mga walang kwentang bagay na yon dahil lang sa lalaking mahal ko pa rin“ata”? after 10mins, the ceremony started.I noticed the motif, it was pink..my favorite color. I asked the girl beside me kung sinong nag asikaso ng lahat ng ito.. she said si Ace daw.. tango lang ako..as I quietly sitting there.. while watching the couples, there was a girl beside them who motioned forward to pick her microphone. Sabi ko medyo malilibang na ako, gusto ko kasing nakakapanood ng mga kumakanta..afterwards, she started to sing..*pause**..I know the song.. I almost cried when I hear that.. that’s our theme song.. how dare him played that song na nandito ako.. hindi ko magets kung ano man ang gusto nyang palabasin? Kung nananadya ba cia? O talagang inaasar nya lang ako?..“you may now kiss your bride”..Di ko na napansing natapos ang kanta dahil sa mga sunod sunod na pumasok sa isip ko. ..he looked at me first before he kissed his wife..gusto ko ciang batuhin ng sapatos ko sa mga ginagawa nya..kelangan kong makahanap ng tiyempo para maconfront cia.. para maintindihan ko ang mga nangyayari.. pinag kakaisahan ba nila ako? O feeling ko lang yun?.. tapos na ang kasal, hindi na maganda ang mood ko, bakit pa kasi ako nag-i-stay? Lalo lang akong naiinsulto sa mga nakikita ko sa paligid, mas maraming bagay lang akong nakikita na nagpapaalala noong kami pa.. I really have to go, I have no purpose of being here.. *kinakausap ko na ang sarili ko**walang lingon lingon akong naglakad papalayo.. kelangan kong makalabas ng simbahan agad..sige cheska, almost there..It was two steps away from the opened door of the church when unexpectedly. .“where are you going?”I slowly faced him with teary eyes,there was a long awkward pause.“what are you doing??”i looked straight at him.. “that was supposed to be.. my question..”his eyes were full of questions.. we just stared at each other..after a few seconds, I sighed more heavily.. and then..“how dare you play our song in your wedding ceremony?, how dare you pick myfavorite color as your motif?, how dare you choose our anniversary date as yourwedding date?” my tears falling freely.. “how dare you look at me before youkiss your wife?”..Ace looked straight at me,and after a few seconds of silence..“because that’s the last and only way I could..imagine you’re my wife”…

sad!

oh no?! its a crisis...

i do always get woot everytime i read some arcticles about mid life crisis... is there really such a thing? and why do it always affect people ranging in their mid 20's? teka nga pala its called mid life?hahaha... i think its the time that you need to prove something for yourself.... the anxiety it brings to it also!....do guys have these such nonsense or kickass chicks holds them dear?.... for me its a cliche what yuppies bring on the table... predicting the "what if" "I must have" and "must be" scenarios?... dude, gal is this what you worry too much about no wonder that most chicks getz old too fast?... just relax, chill and be grateful for all the blessing you did receive... some people living in this earth isnt as lucky as you... do the beggars in the street posses these kind of crisis? or the hungry people in somalia? i think not.... so before you whine and whine and whine many many times... read up and look up you'd be surprize that there are more important things in life rather than worrying your own personal vanity....
Mad world talaga!!!....

5months

its been 5 months already since the last time i saw my parents and my two sisters... nakaka miss tlga walang kumukulit sakin and tumatawag na pssssstttt huyyyy!!!... linisin mo ang kwarto mo and feed your dogs... tpos sbay reply na mamaya na!!!! im still doing something.... aaarggghhh... homesickness again and again... dubai is much more different rather than staying in sao paolo and in manila fast pace masyado parang lahat ng tao ng mamadali plus naubos ko na yng vacation leave ko!!!! no time to go back and visit my family sa manila....
hmmmmm..... blogging really helps me to turn my mood up a bit plus my mom loves it kse when she read some of my post...
last friday i started my hospital visitation... ok namn lahat i just feel really sad sa mga kababayan natin pinay na nka confine sa rashid hospital here in dubai.... Maryam was one of them that i really felt sad for... shes from morong rizal and working as a domestic helper here in dubai... her employer was the contemporary satan which always exploit her weakness... the only way could maryam escape from this shit hole was to commit suicide so eventually she did drinking half cup of lysol cleaner acid... imagine committing suicide?! thank GOD shes still alive pero yng downside lng side nag-stay siya sa Icu for about 7 months... looking at maryam today will always put a smile on my face at least ngayn khit papano ok na yng condition nya i bet her family misses her badly and all their prayers we're been answered plus maryam could eventually go home after this... to her home with her husband and 2 year old kid...
maybe this is my purpose after all?! i always wonder why god put me here.... to help our pinoy kababayan....

excerpt:
my dad would always say there is no sense living a life without this to make a journey and not fall deeply in love... well you haven't live a life at all but you have to try cause if you have tried you have live...

Now i do really miss my family back home.... pa, ma ate n aiin...

ps. just look at my pic alone in my room with my laptop.... what a sorry ass guy...hahahah!!! pero im still in one piece and happy...=P

~trickpa Trickyu~

so called life...

What a night!!!... Just celebrated gyds birthday party!!! What a blast it was crazy!!… pero badtrip lng we had to go to work the following morning… so all the vodka, tequila and jack Daniels must stay in place…. Saying hush-hush!!! I was so pump up to drink pa naman! =P… lalo na Ramadan is fast approaching... yup! You heard it right Ramadan and im still stuck here… kaya goodbye sao paolo!! coz I already got my residence visa too bad im gonna miss that place… huhuhu!
Hmmmm?!.. so what else could dubai offer me the next 3yrs? Would I still be here by then? So all questions must be answered and life projections must be met? Kaya im proud to say just this week I just joined a church community and signed up for hospital visitation and consulate visitation. To checkout and to help our fellow pinoy kababayans that dubai hasn’t given much love…
Like for example in the consulate alone there are 14 runaway na mostly ang majority are maids and caregivers na umalis sa mga employer nila cause they are sick for the treatment they usually get from these arab families… kawawa naman sila I tell you…
They always thought that dubai is the land of gold and honey escaping the poverty stricken naspi pero its not!!! Dubai has its own personal issues to attend to also. My grief for our kababayans would always stick with me no matter what country im in to… kaya im taking some actions by helping them at least mga little things that has a great impact to affect them.
Imagined this na your eating sa resto and you would see one arab family na ang daming order na food on the table tpos yng maid nila nsa isang sulok lng and hindi kumakain as in prang aso na you would just throw one bone at!!! It pisses me off! Kaya sa bawat lumuluhang dukha alay ko’y dugo….
Hindi tulad sa pinas na a maid is consider part of the family… if we eat outside we eat all together sabay kahit sino ka pa maid or driver it doesn’t matter social standing is nothing… people are people!! I do respect all of them naalala ko tuloy sila manang susan, mang loloy, ate inday, josie and ate anabel.
All of them are great people which I do respect na kahit umalis na yng mga iba they would still come and visit us… pag bday nila mama and papa Christmas and new year they celebrate with us as family… lalo na si mang loloy lupit he taught me how to drive sa metro kasama ko nung kumuha ako ng driver license and taga hatid and sundo sakin sa airport lagi… pares and goto partner kht its 3am in the morning and sometimes my drinking buddy sa sidebar…kaya sayo mang loloy ako’y sumasaludo!!! At isa sa mga tao na aking nirerespeto!!!
Family and friends pati some officemates all suggested that hindi ko na kailagan mag-overseas cause I got a good life back home I guess they’re right pero siguro its my purpose that God place me here to help our fellow pinoys…

Sana we’re living in a world without strangers like the logo suggested…har har har!

So dubai the next couple of years by the time im 28 I think tama na branch out to something I always wanted to see italy and Tibet or migrated with my sister sa Canada… who knows where the wind blows me… manila is always in my heart sao paolo has been good to me and dubai is now my home for now…
Already met a familiar face here hindi ko alm if I would call her my x or something hahaha…. but the first time I visit this place back in ‘03 definitely we were the news with some of our friends hahaha…
I saw her for the first time and konti chit-chat buzz in our lives… alas! She’s engaged already and a boyfriend in the side… I see how love commands me and I see how love pass me by… she’s engaged na.. jayme got a bf narin.. same as florence, ana marie, Sheila is married and has a kid of her own.. Theresa is in the states… and iris is in manila… people whom I shared my laughter’s and tears and forever will have a special place in my heart…so there are really places I do remember and though some are gone and some remain with lovers and friends I still recall… in my life I love them all… I never cheated and no third party involved I do always say we are still young and we still have a huge world to explore or I think im falling out of love… now karma is eventually kicking my ass..
teka?! Is this train leaving without me? I always do say hindi uso sakin ang relationship and do breakup with your gf and bf been single for about 1 year and a half na yta… time surely flies to fast with a face as ugly as mine it would be hard to catch up hahaha…
one and half year was a blast for me I do enjoy every bit of it… at 26 now I need to focus in more important issues to my so called life….my dad would always bugs me na I could start my own family and I would always reply na “dad I still love being alone with no one nagging me all the time…’’ I couldn’t even take care of myself sometimes’’ then my dad would hit back na mas angat ka pa skin when I ask your mom to marry me I got no saving at all… pero tigan mo I created a loving family and built a good foundation that you and your sisters grew upon… from nothing to something…
siguro my pop’s was right after all…
I think im living life to the fullest I do not need to step it up and should take it easy life is full of turns plus been heartbroken a million times lalo na if the girl of your dreams just dump you for unexplained reasons… jayme was the first girl that I do wanna really be with she has someone now and I haven’t seen her since God knows when… I could relive those days… but the important thing is she’s happy and I forgive myself narin…every memory your looking at the back door its sad to say goodbye...
The future looks bright it burns my eyes…


Ps. Note to self…Go out and meet someone you truly jive with… conversationalist, gamer, Gadget freak, tiangge partner, diehard soccer fan, dog & music lover and a sucker for movie flick and addicted to coffee…

Hmmm?! Where could I find one certainly not around here… nah?! Lightning could strike….

~trickpa Trickyu~

bathwater!

all thoughts must be out... hahaha just finish watching the entire season of prison break and i do must say its a cool show... matching up with csi... bravo! big shoutout to my boyz scofield and sucre!!... prison break is now on my a-list!!.. who cares about grey's anatomy bunch of run down doctors with nothing to attend to.. it vexes me sometimes hindi ko alm kng bakit pero it always brings a good debate... oo nga pla boring night today just got home from work and as always my monotonous life begins walang spice or thrill man lng tough lost tlga... let me show you a sneak preview of my life here in dubai everytime i go back... woke up at 5am in the morning jog around the block till 6am sympre need to burn some sugar if you know what i mean...hehehe.. cook breakfast na mostly tapsilog hotsilog or tocilog dun lng tlga umikot ang ulam ko... then goli iron ng damit n ssuotin etc... this is the part na i miss si manang susan... hindi ko talaga ma-gets ang pag iron ng mga damit kung nandito lng si manang susan tapos agad no excuses ask seconds lng ok na yun...haayyy naspi where art thou?! so yun off to work na and be a slave to our pain in the neck boss pasalamat cya i do enjoy my work... designing em'all kng hindi matagal na akng ng quit... look at this picture seeing it in real life could shead a tear in your eye.. lupit noh! sympre its one of our project hahaha... the magic of madinat jumeirah with the backdrop of burj al-arab... magnifico! sorry, its my passion... cant help it.. then yun san na ba ako ah right?! yup after work uwi sa house then cook then mg internet tpos mgsulat ng blog at maligo then nyt nyt na!.. pretty boring huh?... you've said it... hahaha... pero sometimes its pretty much ok din sanay na ako eh! once in awhile need to go clubbing with my friends or have dinner catch a movie.. anything to uplift my mood...=P hahaha!! forgot i visited one site called live love laugh and learn im not sure if i got it right pero 4L eh.. pretty cool catchphrase and from there i didnt knew that jim paredes has a blog of his own... meron din pla yun tpos i leave a comment sa blog nya!... hehehe.. i know i know i hate it when i leave some remarks sa mga blog ng iba lalo na pag celeb pero cant help it... one of the people na i do respect is jim paredes! yeah! you heard me right.. yakap sa dilim baby!! hahaha... my friends would put a shank on my back if they heard me i said that...laging jologs pre!!! hmmm i always wanted to know if they are on the road for making another album... cause this is the topic n section that me and my dad agreed upon the music of apo!... asin and other local artist... tpos it just hit me n grew upon my back up to the music of sugarfree mojofly color it read parokya n yano... the only problem when im jotting down some comments i mess up sa mga words hindi ko alm kse process pa lng ng utak ko tntype ko na agad then leave so minsan ngkkarn ng typo...palusot hahaha..or mali talaga... har har hra!!... see what i mean... sorry!... pero i do enjoy reading some of your works mr. paredes and live love laugh and learn... some topics are topnotch and i could not agree as well... the only part i didnt agree upon was the song of damien rice... too mellow for me man!... hehehe... sayang i was so hype to hear it pero yun na nga.... sorry! but it was a cool site.... geez i need to go!!! nyt everyone..

Peace...

ps. miss my family so much!!! dnt worry your boy is almost home!!!.... well?! almost..



~trickpa Trickyu~

night of poker... ehem.. during 9/11

first off let me greet mama mary a belated happy birthday!!!... even though i must admit that i could be a disobedient prick sometimes pero ngayn im trying REALLY HARD to be a good samaritan... minsan nga lng or pagtulog...hahaha..=P joke!
the only good thing about this month... is that my sorry ass is back here in dubai rather than in sao paulo.. got tons of friends to inflict chaos n insanity with.... and its poker este laptop night... carzy hours of counter strike n generals galore... plus i wanted everyone to meet my new girlfriend... hahaha... a more powerful and kickass straight to the point no bs. girlfriend... just read and look whats inside her that keeps me at bay...

HP Pavilion dv5292ea Notebook PC
Hardware
Product Name
dv5292ea
Product Number
RF996EA#ABV
Microprocessor
2 GHz Intel® Core™ Duo Processor T2500 with Intel® Centrino® Duo Mobile Technology
Microprocessor Cache
Level 2 cache 2 MB
Memory
1024 MB DDR2 667 MHz (2 x 512 MB)
Memory Max
up to 2 GB
Video Graphics
NVIDIA® GeForce™ Go 7400
Video Memory
256 MB of TurboCache™ video Memory including 128 MB dedicated video memory
Hard Drive
120 GB 5400 rpm
Multimedia Drive
Super Multi DVD Writer (+/-R +/-RW) with Double Layer support
Display
15.4” WXGA High Definition BrightView Widescreen (1280 x 800)
Fax/Modem
High speed 56K modem
Network Card
10/100 LAN Ethernet integrated
Wireless Connectivity
Intel® Pro/Wireless 2200 802.11b/g Integrated Wireless LAN Bluetooth® wireless networking
Sound
Altec Lansing® speakers3D Sound Blaster Pro compatible sound 16 bit integrated
Keyboard
101 key compatible keyboard
Pointing Device
Touch Pad with dedicated vertical Scroll Up/Down pad
PC Card Slots
One type I or II PC card slot
One ExpressCard/54 slot (also supports ExpressCard/34)
External Ports
Digital Media Reader (6 in 1) (xD, SD, Smart Media, Memory Stick, Memory Stick Pro, Multimedia Card)
1 VGA port
3 USB 2.0 ports
1 IEEE-1394
1 RJ 11 modem connector
1 RJ 45 Ethernet connector
S-video TV out
Remote control infrared port (Remote Control optional)
1 Headphone-out w/ SPDIF Digital Audio, 1 Microphone-in port
Cable docking connector
Dimensions
26.39 cm (L) x 35.78 cm (W) x 3.50 cm - 4.40 cm (H)
Weight
2.98 kg (6.6 lbs)
Power
65 W AC Power Adapter
6-cell Lithium-Ion (Li-Ion) battery
What's In The Box
HP Mobile Remote Control....

teka! tears are falling right between my eyes.. i need some tissue... and pause for a while.... isnt she a beaut?... hahhaa.. buti na lng wala ako sa naspi or else my mom would kill me as in!!! i could see it right now she would say "naku sinayang mo lng pera mo ikaw tlga kng inipon mo na lng yan eh di mayron png nangyari"... im not joking thats her exact words.. when i bought my ps and ps2, psp and xbox plus laptop dati. update ng parts ng auto stereo n lht... same exact words buti na lng ngayn im overseas.... har har har!!! but i trebly miss my family back home especially my mom!!!!...anniv din pla ng sept 9/11 today.. after 5 years mukhng wala tlga safety precautions nagagawa and ibang bansa to protect their homeland security... i think 911 was pres. bush whole idea to inflict fear in the states and to controll the oil in iraq.. if anyone have seen conspiracy 911 you know what im barking about... hahaha sobrang inert ng utak ko!!!... all in all my belief was simply like this.... na jesus ordered judas to betray him... pres. bush ordered the destruction of the wtc and murdered hundreds of his fellow americans... bin laden and saddam was minding their own shit... mmda cannot handle the order and beautification of the metro kse ba namn ang city planner sa city hall is headed by an engineer... ano alm ng engineer sa planning puro turnilyo lng ang alam nung idesign dapat architect and head..bwahaha!!!! the phil. military and abu sayyaf are connected... some sectors of the vatican are corrupt... there are no squatters in manila na legit only professionals to earn profit... the beggars are controlled by the syndicate.... the syndicate meanwhile is manage by the police and elite body of the government which headed by the president.... thats how the soceity works from my mind point of view... arggghhh!! mad world talaga... pero sana we should always put in use God's most powerful commandment na love your neighbors as you love yourself... in a way your loving jesus instead well cause he lives in everyone of us.... told you im trying very hard to be good... hehehe peace!


teka my sister was right i am becoming a geek...nah?! who cares anyway.....
hit you up later!!!..

~trickpa Trickyu~

behold the bringer of light...

another day in the office with nothing to do... Hmmm.. well almost i think?!... ok ok i know goofing around with your fellow officemates does not exactly falls under the term "working" pero it gives much much fun... last week pla i was surfing around the web reading some stuffs that my fellow bloggers wrote the ins and outs and happenings with their life... but as always i do visit this one blog called alaism!!!... sorry im addicted kse eh.. actually she was the sole reason why i started my blog din even when back in time when my family and friends would always say "teka bakit ka gumawa ng blog and ano yun" plus yng mga remarks na dude that is so gay... bwahahah... actually i dont give a shit what other people thinks.... comments or no comments i just dont give a crap... ( hahaha.. kaya most of my friends pla dont give comments sbi nila and just read it) so my blog is a dictatorship... in a good way namn... after reading ala's blog i came up to a point to read some comments i was shock to read that most of the people who jot their names was called mr. and ms. Anonymous then they would write na keso ganito and ganyan traidor or hindi... mayaman ka kse and mahirap lng kame.... celeb or not... i just wanna say is put your money where your mouth is sa mga anonymous... and hit up who you are...ano man ang katayuan mo sa buhay i think the respect should always be there from a person to a person no matter who you are.. parang edsa 2 meets edsa 3 man! walang unity how can u achieve a better philippines kng sa blog pa lng puro away na... i know i know people are entitled to their own principles and ideas pero hindi sa lahat ng bagay merong limitations sympre... tao lng din at nasasaktan espeacially if one of the family has been targeted to such bs criticism... haaayyyy!!!! i dont know man pero i always dream a better philippines...as in nka urban planning lht hehehe... archi.. kse cant help it din!!!.. imagine kng ang pilipinas ay nsa order na enrich with architetural details ang laht ng bldg.. proper use of land zone... maayos ang mga sewage system wlang spaghetti wiring ang meralco and etc... and to all the haters actually pag nakkita ko naglalagay ng mga comments sa mg blog whoever that is lalo na sa mga blog ng celeb.. i think they just put their names on their blog para sa so called 15mins of fame or mag-asar lht with all those bs comments there para mpagusap cla...har har har... tao lng din pero i do pity you for being a trash in the society... fix your life na lng and put more focus on it...kse always remember the golden rule na stay in school!!!!... they teach these kinds of values not only to the person but to the country as well... and not to bug others life...masaya na yun and sila... plus being filipino is being filipino.. no one could ever deny your own roots...we always say these things pero we never acted on it... i think i could never ever ever ever see a better philippines and start believing that everybody is corrupt in my native land... -pero i hope not!- politicians, employees, students lalo na yng mga corrupt immigration officers in naia...-if ever i would go back for a vacation im gonna blast you fools-... heck?! even the media is corrupt! jst to sell a story...like they say vanity is the most favorite sin of the devil.. all in all you could say a lot of things abt the philippines pero sympre sino pa ttulong sa bansa natin kng hindi tayo rin no sons and daughters should abandon their motherland we should work together and put up a fight against the corruption that has crippled our nation i know its a longshot pero i doesnt matter coz impossible is nothing... i knw im in a far far far awy land sao paulo in fact.. pero the pride of being filipino still burns in me and im not ashame to hide it... im not ashame working here and being away & called as an ofw im the contemporary hero like rizal kht na iniwan nya ang pilipinas for europe pero he never back down and alwys put up a fight against the friars n spain but my new enemy is corruption kaya i write n blogging it all the way... so stay away from the kitchen if you cant take the heat!!!.. and be reminded that there are only 3 important things in life God, Patriotism and Soccer!!! GMA must work hard to gain back my trust coz im sick seeing that our soccer team only rank 189th in the world.... pisses me off i tell you... -next to the oil spill-... Thank God for the late Paulino Alcantara and the volunteers cleaning up the mess in Guimaras... -that is why i never questioned the heart of a volunteer-... enough said peace to all na lng and be proud to be a pinoy!!!...

~trickpa Trickyu~

barry manilow and mandy...

after a long day of work galore i found myself alone again inside my apartment... awy frm my friends and family... dont you jst hate it?! that the blues are really kicking in with no one to talk and listen to from all of my exag. stories hehehe... i just take refuge hearing barry manilow and singing his infamous song mandy... well we all know that mandy is his contemporary bantay that we all remembered... yup! hppy pipol do always pass my way and i dont know why?!... i jst never realize how happy this girl has made me... reading her letter to me was really one big blow.... she gave somthing to me that i could not ever repay.. she kiss me and stop me from worrying about everything but as the song goes on and on i send her away but i really do feel i need her today ang dami pumapsok sa utak ko which i do really feel very lost... i think im too complicated to handle what the fuck am in doing in my life?!.. i jst dont see the light?! where am i going?!... am i living a happy life?! will i ever recover and digout from this hole?... i jst dont know what am i doing... i do really want to fix it and be happy but where does happiness leads me? i feel so lost... maybe being here is such a bad idea... got tons of deadlines to pursue... my boss is such a pain in the neck got no sisig and fruit punches... everything is changing i do hope someday i could and adapt bigtime!!... i jst wish i could click my puma shoes and say there's no place like home... and ppoooffff!!! i just know that to be strong if things fall apart... honest this breaks my heart... I never did do anything that she asked... I never let what happened, stay in the past...I never did quite understand what she meant....In spite of everything... is love really a game i never been this sacred in a long time this world is such an ugly place but your so beautiful to me...

alas! single life....

~`trickpa Trickyu~~

Why NIce Guys are Such Losers...

You hear it all the time: "He was such a NICE Guy, and she's such a Heartless Bitch for dumping him."
Self-professed Nice Guys, complaining that women must WANT to be treated like shit, because THEY, the "Nice Guy" have failed repeatedly in relationships. This is akin to the false logic that "Whales are mammals. Whales live in the sea. Therefore, all mammals live in the sea."
If you have one bad relationship after another, the only common denominator is YOU. Think about it.
What's wrong with Nice Guys? The biggest problem is that most Nice Guys (tm) are hideously insecure. They are so anxious to be liked and loved that they do things for other people to gain acceptance and attention, rather than for the simply pleasure of giving. You never know if a Nice Guy really likes you for who you are, or if he has glommed onto you out of desperation because you actually paid some kind of attention to him.
Nice Guys exude insecurity -- a big red target for the predators of the world. There are women out there who are "users" -- just looking for a sucker to take advantage of. Users home-in on "Nice Guys", stroke their egos, take them for a ride, add a notch to their belts, and move on. It's no wonder so many Nice Guys complain about women being horrible, when the so often the kind of woman that gets attracted to them is the lowest form of life...
Self-confident, caring, decent-hearted women find "Nice Guys" to be too clingy, self-abasing, and insecure.
Nice Guys go overboard. They bring roses to a "lets get together for coffee" date. They try to buy her affections with presents and fancy things. They think they know about romance, but their timing is all wrong, and they either come-on too strong, too hard and too fast, OR, they are so shy and unassertive, that they hang around pretending to be "friends", in the hope that somehow, someway, they will get the courage up to ask her out for a "date".
They are so desperate to please that they put aside their own needs, and place the object of their desire on a pedestal. Instead of appreciating her, they worship her. We are only human, and pedestals are narrow, confining places to be -- not to mention the fact that we tend to fall off of them.
They cling to her, and want to be "one" with her for fear that if she is out of sight, she may disappear or become attracted to someone else. A Nice Guy often has trouble with emotional intimacy, because he believes that if she learns about the REAL person inside, she will no longer love him.
Nice Guys are always asking HER to make the decisions. They think it's being equitable, but it puts an unfair burden of responsibility on her, and gives him the opportunity to blame her if the decision was an unwise one.
Nice Guys rarely speak up when something bothers them, and rarely state clearly what it is they want, need and expect. They fear that any kind of conflict might spell the end of the relationship. Instead of comprimising and negotiating, they repeatedly "give in". When she doesn't appreciate their sacrifice, they will complain that, "Everything I did, I did for her.", as if this somehow elevates them to the status of martyrs. A woman doesn't want a martyr. She wants an equal, caring, adult partner.
Nice Guys think that they will never meet anyone as special as she is. They use their adoration as a foundation for claiming that "no one will ever love her as much as I do." Instead of being a profound statement of their devotion, this is a subtle, but nasty insult. It is akin to saying to her: "You are a difficult person, and only *I* can ever truly love you, so be thankful I'm here."
The nice guy -needs- to believe that he is the best person for the object of his desires, because otherwise his insecurities will overrun him with jealousies and fear. The truth of the matter is that there are many people out there who can be a good match for her. We rarely stop loving people we truly care about. Even if we no longer continue the relationship, the feelings will continue... But love isn't mutually exclusive. We can (and do) love many people in our lives, and romantic love is really no different. Though he may love her immensely, there will likely be other people who have loved her just as much in her past, and will love her just as much in the future. The irony of it all is: "Who would want to go out with someone who was inherintly unlovable anyways?"
More than loving the woman in his life, a Nice Guy NEEDS her. "She is my Life, my only source of happiness..." YECH! What kind of a burden is that to place on her? That SHE has to be responsible for YOUR happiness? Get a grip!
Another mistake Nice Guys make is to go after "hard luck" cases. They deliberately pick women with neuroses, problems, and personality disorders, because Nice Guys are "helpers". A Nice Guy thinks that by "helping" this woman, it will make him a better, more lovable person. He thinks it will give him a sense of accomplishment, and that she will appreciate and love him more, for all his efforts and sacrifice. He is usually disappointed by the results.
This ultimately boils down to the fact that Nice Guys don't like themselves. Is it any wonder women don't like them? In order to truly love someone else, you must first love yourself. Too often Nice Guys mistake obsession for "love".
Get this Guys: INSECURITY ISN'T SEXY. IT'S A TURNOFF.
You don't have to be an ego-inflated, arrogant jerk. You just have to LIKE yourself. You have to know what you want out of life, and go after it. Only then will you be attractive to the kind of woman with whom a long-term relationship is possible.

And not always a charming prince would get his beautiful princess... even an average joe could snatch one... and believe... Impossible is Nothing...

Notes from the sky..

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again. I never asked for it to begin... for thats the way it is with love... even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets... i was so stupid for crying for someone that isnt worth a single tear... heck?! who said karma would eventually bite you in the ass...

i think this song would basically speak for itself what happened to me... well?! almost.. i think


Tatlong araw lang pala
Ako naging maligaya
Hindi ko man lang napuna
Tatlong araw ko'y tapos na
Araw ng kalokohan aking kinagalakan
Hindi ko man lang nalaman na ako'y masusugatan
Hindi ako makapaniwala at ako'y natulala
Lumulubog lumalala ngunit bat biglang nawala...
Tatlong araw naging masaya isang taong lumuluha
Bakit mo kya nagawa bakit ka hindi naawa
Ngunit kung mapagbibigyan ang patalim ay hahawakan
Kahit na magmukhang timang basta magkabalikan
Tatlong araw lang pala ako naging maligaya Bakit hindi ginawang lima
tatlong araw ko'y tapos na

~trickpa Trickyu~

about my goodnight girl...

Life is full of surprises truly is… maybe God did answered my prayers even though sometimes I could be as naught as ever.. its kinda nice that the Guy up there is still watching over me… and maybe it was God’s will narin na sometimes we pray so hard to get something that we really want but God has a special plan for us. He knows the masterplan heck! who am i to interfere right?! I just wanna say tnx tnx tnx for everything…
Today I could not be as happy as ever… imagine I’ve met someone?! Crazy huh?! I mr. Patrick flores said to myself that I would shutter my life from the outside world and worry about nothing as in NOTHING… funny it may seem that a certain person lifted me up once more…she always linger inside my head from morning till the wee hours I mean literally!!! Like they say what happened in the past is history and be optimistic of what the future holds…
I don’t want to expect and assume what will happen I just wanna take it easy and be grateful for the time being…
Who knows what will happen?!... teka?! I think I still owe her a coffee and a crepe… I just wish I could see and steal you for a moment… and tell you how much I appreciate the time and effort you’ve have given me… even a simple text msg. from you makes may day complete… the how's your day? / gudnyt / always take care... really puts me in place... thanks!

~trickpa trickyu~

Words that needed to say...

There are many things that we can do to perk up and strengthen our interpersonal relationships. Yet the most effective involves the saying of just three words. When spoken or conveyed, these satements have the power to forge new friendships, deepen old ones and restore relationships that have cooled.The following three-word phrases can enrich every relationship.
I'll be there.If you have ever had to call a friend in the middle ofthe night, to take a sick child to hospital, or when your car has broken down some miles from home, you will know how good it feels to hear the phrase

"I'll be there."Being there for another person is the greatest giftwe can give. When we are truly present for otherpeople, important things happen to them and us.We are renewed in love & friendship. We arerestored emotionally and spiritually. Being there isat the very core of civility.I miss you.Perhaps more marriages could be saved &strengthened if couples simply and sincerely saidto each other

"I miss you." This powerful affirmationtells partners they are wanted, needed, desiredand loved. Consider how ecstatic you would feel, ifyou received an unexpected phone call from your spouse in the middle of your workday, just tosay "I miss you."I respect you.Respect is another way of showing love. Respect conveys the feeling that another person is a true equal. If you talk to your children as if theywere adults you will strengthen the bonds &become close friends. This applies to allinterpersonal relationships.Maybe you're right.This phrase is highly effective in diffusing anargument & restoring frayed emotions. The flip sideto "maybe your right" is the humility of admitting,

"maybe I'm wrong". Let's face it. Whenyou have a heated argument with someone, all youdo is cement the other person's point of view.They, or you, will not change their stance & yourun the risk of seriously damaging the relationshipbetween you. Saying

"maybe you're right" can open the door to further explore thesubject, in which you may then have theopportunity to get your view across in a morerational manner.

"Please forgive me".Many broken relationships could be restored & healed if people would admit their mistakes & askfor forgiveness. All of us are vulnerable tofaults, foibles and failures. A man should never beashamed to own up that he has been in the wrong,which is saying, in other words, that he is wiser today than he was yesterday.

"I thank you".Gratitude is an exquisite form of courtesy. People who enjoy the companionship of good, closefriends are those who don't take daily courtesiesfor granted. They are quick to thank their friends fortheir many expressions of kindness. On the otherhand, people whose circle of friends is severelyconstricted often do not have the attitude ofgratitude.

"Count on me". A friend is one who walks in when others walk out.Loyalty is an essential ingredient for truefriendship; it's the emotional glue that bondspeople. Those that are rich in their relationshipstend to be steady & true friends. When troublescome, a good friend is there indicating "you cancount on me."

"Let me help".The best of friends see a need & try to fill it. Whenthey spot a hurt they do what they can to heal it.Without being asked, they pitch in andhelp.I understand you.People become closer and enjoy each other more if they feel the other person accepts &understands them. This is one of the most powerful tools for healing a relationship.

"Go for it".We are all unique individuals. Don't try to get yourfriends to conform to your ideals. Support them inpursuing their interests, no matter how weird theyseem to you. Everyone has dreams. Support &encourage your friends to follow their dreams.

"I love you".Perhaps the most important three words that youcan say. Telling someone that you truly love themsatisfies a person's deepest emotional needs.

~trickpa trickyu~

you think you know but you have no idea....

A crazy week of road tripz and dinner galore... from the first moment my insane cousinz been here hindi na yta ako nakatulog ng mahusay...been there done that ang aking mga projections over the weekend from makati to greenhills and metrowalk up to tagaytay n batangas... it was fun to be with them again... kse it was ages ago ng hindi ko cla nkita... i do like sharing tbs with them aliw sobra... everyone has their own life to live... got a family of their own plus a story to tell.. lalo na kng ur eating crepe's sa cafe briton... if ever u got a chance to go to podium i think you better check it out they got the best coffee and pastry to offer.. definitely it could play with the big boyz up there like starbucks and coffee bean etc...
haayyy! i do miss the beach kng malinis lang ang manila bay and naka white sand pa matching cabana malang nandun ako lagi super lapit eh sayng lng hindi ntn inalagaan image a 45mins travel time from my place to roxas diba soya ang ganda and kng tama lng yng urban planning ng metro manila na may proper sewage system and pollution and corruption free what a way to live here aalis ka pa ba?! i think not. coz ur missing out on everything pinas could offer... i do wish ganun nga ang mangyari imagine that cgurdo its spectacular...
embrace the beauty of nature kaya nga i do enjoy driving sa slex and seeing mt. makiling at the side khit paulit-ulit... two words to describe it is " road trip" sympre with b.f.f friends dapat chiki nmn nun pg ikw mgisa ssama ka ba kht alang aircon yng auto sympre oo..hahaha
malupit na driver na ako ngayn kht two days straight of driving kayng kaya but i do always warned all my passengers pag-sskay skin i do always ask them na ikw insured ka ba?! dont worry no sugar and do buckle up... para safe lht sa dami nmn demonic drivers sa metro ay mttkot ka tlga lalo na with the windows down and the system up for comfort driving... buti na lng matipid sa gas... and you're driving sa highway ng eto pmasok sa utak mo!
"It feels like a lifetime, A thousand days have passed by Since I held you close to me If I could see that smile...I know that I could live again I need you here with me Heaven knows what to say Even though for right Now you're so far away... I hope and I pray Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you Never noticed what it feels like to be without you Feels like I took my last step And my last breath in my life ending Had to say just what i was feeling girl' cause my sun doesn't shine, Sun doesn't shine without you"
Arghhg... maalala dw ba?!.... hayy! at least your happy now and got a bf by yourside thats the most important thing is for you to be happy... a girl like you deserved all the good things this world could offer...
and isn't it funny that things never ended the way you planned it... parang all of the things you ever wanted to happened in your life...<> that you wish for... na in the end doesn't matter anyway.... kse its true that there are more important things in life rather than these material things... being a volunteer is one thing it amazes me the dedication that they have... parang tuloy gusto kng sumali especially sa greenpeace the only problem that i have baka ngayn lng ito tpos hindi rin ako tmagal pano na yng saying na never underestimate the heart of a volunteer bka sirain ko lng yng slogan na yun... si mr. patrick flores pa!

My Lola and the palace in the sky…

Just last week my grandma pass away.. we do always wanted to witness a miracle in this world pero if you think about it a woman that has two jobs and could still find some quality time to her grand children’s is the biggest miracle there is… half of my life my lola took care of me she was always there when I needed some help with one of my school projects lalo na kng meron stitching involved … when I was a little kid she was always my companion when going to divisoria, cubao and baclaran to do some shopping and to go to mass as well you could say my lola is one brave woman and could be voted as one of the most influential / powerful woman sa time magazine next to my mom….though back at the time, I never thought I’d see her face ain’t a woman alive could take my lola’s place I usually get called by my principal sa school…scared to go home , I was a fool with the bad boys, breakin all the rules…
I reminisce on the stress I caused, it was tough.. pero my lola was too kind and do always forgive me for all the stuffs I did.. however sometimes my lola do catch me and put a whoopin to my backside to teach me a lesson… pero she will be always a queen to me no matter what.. and I know for a woman it ain’t easy tryin to raise a man.. you was always committed and there’s no way I can pay you back for all the things you and my mom did for me but the plan is to show you that I understand and appreciated and how much I love you…
Cause when I was lost and sad you was there for me and never left me alone because you cared for me… I can always depend on my lola and when it seems that I’m hopeless you say the words that can get me back in focus when I was sick when I was a little kid to keep me happy there’s no limit to the things you did and all my childhood memories are full of all the sweet things you and my mom did for me and even though I act crazy I gotta thank the lord that he gave you to me… there are no words that can express how I feel you never kept a secret always stayed real and I appreciate, how you raise me and all the love that you gave me and like tupac said “I wish I could take the pain away if you can make it through the night there’s a brighter day… everything will be alright if you hold on it’s a struggle everyday gotta roll on” sigurado you’re one of the first people I’ll meet in heaven when my time is up… plus God got another wonderful angel by his side in his palace at the sky above…

I love and miss you…

to all who gave their condolences many thanks!!!

~trickpa trickyu~

Remembering jme n my memoirs...august 20, 2005

when i was about to board my plane bound for dubai i could not help but read what jayme wrote to me... i could not wait whts in it...coz i did promise her that i would only read it when im on board... so since my blog is my diary i would like to share it and tell it how this letter mean so much to me even to this day... it would always put a smile on my face and be grateful for everything that happened... na kahit papano she became a part of my life....

So here it is....

august 17, 2005

11:34 am pinas

Patpy...

ayun... nyaha... jaaraaan....

just thought of this para you have something to read...

xmpre dapat happy.. bawal masad jan sa dubai na yan at bawal magmoda dapat focused lng... :)

para paguwi, mo here joe the millionaire ka na! nyhaha... pag wala ka magawa jan and you see yourself staring at the ceiling.. get up! grab a pen and write na the legendary book... nyaha.. with all details and all tapos pag la ka na sa mood to continue writing... isip mo everything as in everything you wish and wanted to happen before you die... list mo in a paper... tapos ang aim dapat ma checkan yun lahat... tpos pag bored ka pa rin... draw mo yung dream house mo.. pag tapos na yun, buy ka ng cook book para learn ka mag-cook dahil ang aim paguwi mo here, ikaw na magluluto... at takenote hindi na dapat prito...

pag la ka ulit magawa...isipin mo lahat ng friends mo na long lost at wala ka ng communication for the longest time write them an email to keep in touch...

just saying hi!... dapat di dami cell card/phone card expenses mo dahil kung su-sumahin mo yun, makakabili ka na ng kotse nun yng honda jazz...nyaha... at xympre the ultimate bilen... mag gym ka... para paguwi mo pwede ka ng magyabang na "borgy is that you?!" nyaha.. focus ha ( with the hand action..:) pag ikaw bumalik dito ng lumba-lumba... lagot ka samin sa asar..nyaha..

xmpre dont foget paguwi mo dapat naka review ka na jan... so therefore focus lang, dapat best in absorb and internalize mo na yung mga books mo jan.. ang aim is top sa board! nyaha...

[nyaha.. anlalaki na pala ng sulat ko... nsa cr kse ako nakaupo sa toilet bowl, jumejebs.. sayang oras e... nyaha maximize dapt]...

ayun, class ako now reporting mya2 si ate karen na report. tense na nyaha.. oist dapat po pala healthy living ka jan ha.. by the power vested on me, bawal ang puro hotdog meal.. corny yun e..

Therefore cooking lesson is a must… nyaha goodluck sa hair ko kung mahihintay kitang umuwi para makapag pagupit nyaha…
Tpos pag nasa moda mode ka suddenly at nagsesentihan ka jan… tayo ka sa kinauupuan mo tpos kunin mo psp mo and look at my picture holding my pizza… nyaha at super smile ka na…(with fingers pointed sa edge ng lips… nyaha.) [ galling drawing ko..nyaha..harhar ] ayan dahil na-mention ko ang drawing… magpractice ka jan at magpagaling mag-drawing…nyaha para pagbalik mo pwede mo na ako hamunin sa doodle IM envi. Ang chiki ng drawing mes e..kunwari ka pang sinisi mo yung mouse…as ef.. :P [ smile ako now…] what pa ba kwento ko sayo?! Nyaha.. para according nga sa term mo “ma-mmortalize” an gating kwentuhan moments…everytime..nyaha..
Haaayy..katatapos ko lng lang watch again Armageddon… haay… and tears still..nyaha.. super love this movie talaga. Ako lang here now… umalis sila ate Karen and nanay go sa caloocan para akong baliw cry2 magisa nyaha…aun..
I got another idea, paglakang magawa jan practice ka ng badminton! Nyaha…para galling ka na rin pagbalik.. tska lahat ng sports.. para dilang badminton & nba live ang play natin… nyaha… ishmyl… bawal mahuling nakakunot ang forehead owkay?!..
Tpos paglak uli magawa magtrip ka jan… pnta ka mall.. o somewhere na dami tao… ts bilangin mo nagmamay-ari ng magandang eyes jan.. tapos pag bored ka uli… gawin mong expertise ang photoshop at iedit mo lahat ng pix with you of your friends tpos isend mo to them as a funny card… nyaha.. [ pero yung akin po… wag mo po baboy face ko po ha..?! bati moko..di moko away..away moko..nyaha]
Aha! Tapos list mo lahat ng movies that you missed and want to watch! Tsaka list mo all the songs you like playing sa yng wedding day!.. you know the best way to preoccupy yourself is through thinking… as in deep thinking.. for sure.. ubos agad time.. baka hello,. 3 months lang yun… napakabilis lang that length of time… piece of cake to wait yun noh.. nyaha..
Bsta most importantly enjoy mo each day jan.. kahit mahirap e you have no choice naman e.. as if you have… therefore enjoying is a must and I know naman you’ll try to enjoy din dahil isa ka naman wanna-be-happy-perosn-all-the-time.. so im assured na hindi ka namn magppalugmok sa kanlungkutan at pagka miss jan… hell.. wawaka namn nun.. ppayag ban man si patpy na magmukang kawawa?!..nyaha.. di yata.. di bagay..nyaha.. so ayun..basically.. madali lng namn ang paglipas ng ilang buwan ganito… ggising ka lng sa umaga tpos mgbbreakfast.. eto e kung magsisipag kng mag healthy living at maghealthy breakfast!! Nyaha tpos clean mo dining table, wash dishes ayos and clean kitchen.. tpos liligo ka na para bango ka na.. tpos magbbihis… tpos toothbrush para hindi na bad breath [ewww] tpos go ka na to your work place work work… tapos chummy-han and chitchats with officemates.. tpos lunch na dami eat na healthy food.. tska healthy drink tpos siyesta na.. tpos back to work and back with co-workers… internet ng dami pag la do..finish work load pag dami work… tpos before you know it night time na ule and uwian na.. tpos prepare mo yourself for dinner time tpos eat ka na daming healthy dinner… tpos watch ka tv pagla na nice show… do mo na one of the to do things I just wrote for you… tapos nun… mattyrd ka na tpos sleep na… tpos wake up for the next day.. tpos smile ka ule dame.. Putting gratifications sayong routine by accomplishing one of your to do’s I prepared for you.. tpos un.. another day has passed till it has become a week and a month tpos yun.. tapos na..nyaha…
Listen ka pa rin dami music or if you want and bored and inspired enough write your own song para masaya.. nyaha.. ts yun tska memorize mo na lyrics of ol the songs you loved.. para di ka best in embento ng lyrics nyaha…
Xmpre download every lyrics tpos buy a good book.. like chicken soup for the soul.. or try mo harry potter from 1-5.. kakatuwa naman eh! Its all worth the time o kaya hanapin mo yung og mandino na the choice very well recommended promise .. or gawin mong aim na matapos ang bible from cover to cover { ito ay isa kng aim na diko matpos-tpos.. therefore dahil marami kang tym… finish my dream! Nyaha.. tapos learn to bake narin.. oh my frustrations.. nyaha.. tpos pag la ka ule magawa go ka sa mga stores and stalls and aim mo to find the perfect gift for your mom and your favorite sister... tpos magtrip ka sometime na maghanap ka jan ng masseur para maximum level of relaxationa ang iyong "mala-adonis" na katawan xmpre buy daily paper everyday!..

ayan.. i made na what i wanted to give you... skills ni ate karen nagpaturo ako... i picked out all the colours na ginamit ko kse aside from fave colors ko lahat yan, ganyan mo din ka-colorful na kulayan life ko... and all those colours are colours of joy! and that how happy you made me...

i want you to keep that... kahit dimo gamitin kung di mo trip pero xmpre preferable na use it bsta!... i made two of those, para one for you and the other for me para masaya.. [ yan sagot sa tanong mo why 2 pareho sbi mo dapat magkaiba]...

yan po isip ko give ksi rich kid na ikw so yun can have anything na.. and you have rich friends na din para give anything and everything so i cant think of anything to give na with so much value na than something i made and we both have... like this... nyaha.. :)

[ ang chiki ng handwritting mes.. tago ko lang kasi sa bag pagssulat ko para di nyo kita.. nyaha..

watch again armageddon.. nyaha!] hmf! umakyat ka namn... para ata magpack.. ayun ako lang isa here.. nyha practice ba ito?..:)

ayun bale 5am na today of the day of your departure..hahay kakaakyat lang natin... i think i've told you naman na just about everything i wanted to say you heard it na kanina...

so bon voyage nalang ciao.. hope you liked the bracelet / anklet i did myself effortfully jst for you, ngpaturo pako instantly kay ate karen...nyaha..

ayan you just woke me up scratch mo sole of my feet nyaha... bad ka! evil har har.. ayun..

that's all for now alis ka na mya-mya nyaha...

ingat ka na lng po jan uwi ka in one piece, sexy and hot... nyaha.. and alive kundi.. lagot ka kay powpie.. nyaha mamwah!

take care!

ishmyl! lage

see you realy really soon mwah!

i think one part of me died when i did return home n i assume that i could pickup where i left off pero everything is changing... like some say change is good most of the time but if you would ask me i think it would be best if left untouch...everything happens for a reason daw pero nothing happens by accident so the best lesson here is like my good friend jay would always say:

Minsan lang dumating ang taong pwedeng magmahal sayo ng totoo at kayang tumanggap ng buong pagkatao moh..... MINSAN lang...... at pag yan pinakawalan mo... baka di mo na kayang ibalik pa ang MINSAN!....

Is there something that you want to tell me...Is there something that I ought to know... Are we something that's still worth fighting for... Or should I simply let you go... Is there something I can do to reach you, Are we something more than history... I'll find some way to convince you to stay, If you just tell me honestly... Is there something left of you and me...

hindi ko alm kng ako yng nawalan or siya... pero i do know that we did love eachother... maybe

Someday I might find myself looking in her eyes But for now, we'll go on living separate lives...

and only memories to cherish and a colorful bracelet to look upon...

~trickpa trickyu~