My Lola and the palace in the sky…

Just last week my grandma pass away.. we do always wanted to witness a miracle in this world pero if you think about it a woman that has two jobs and could still find some quality time to her grand children’s is the biggest miracle there is… half of my life my lola took care of me she was always there when I needed some help with one of my school projects lalo na kng meron stitching involved … when I was a little kid she was always my companion when going to divisoria, cubao and baclaran to do some shopping and to go to mass as well you could say my lola is one brave woman and could be voted as one of the most influential / powerful woman sa time magazine next to my mom….though back at the time, I never thought I’d see her face ain’t a woman alive could take my lola’s place I usually get called by my principal sa school…scared to go home , I was a fool with the bad boys, breakin all the rules…
I reminisce on the stress I caused, it was tough.. pero my lola was too kind and do always forgive me for all the stuffs I did.. however sometimes my lola do catch me and put a whoopin to my backside to teach me a lesson… pero she will be always a queen to me no matter what.. and I know for a woman it ain’t easy tryin to raise a man.. you was always committed and there’s no way I can pay you back for all the things you and my mom did for me but the plan is to show you that I understand and appreciated and how much I love you…
Cause when I was lost and sad you was there for me and never left me alone because you cared for me… I can always depend on my lola and when it seems that I’m hopeless you say the words that can get me back in focus when I was sick when I was a little kid to keep me happy there’s no limit to the things you did and all my childhood memories are full of all the sweet things you and my mom did for me and even though I act crazy I gotta thank the lord that he gave you to me… there are no words that can express how I feel you never kept a secret always stayed real and I appreciate, how you raise me and all the love that you gave me and like tupac said “I wish I could take the pain away if you can make it through the night there’s a brighter day… everything will be alright if you hold on it’s a struggle everyday gotta roll on” sigurado you’re one of the first people I’ll meet in heaven when my time is up… plus God got another wonderful angel by his side in his palace at the sky above…

I love and miss you…

to all who gave their condolences many thanks!!!

~trickpa trickyu~