Flown away!...

My angel has flown away from me Leaving me in drunken misery I should have clipped her wings and made her mine For all eternity Now this angel has flown away from me Thought I had the strength to set her free Did what I did because I love her so Will she ever find her way back home to me... ~orange n lemons~
I hope so! because being with her was the happiest moment of my life... and I thank her for being there... im forever grateful and thankful narin for everything.. i have no regrets nor angst against her.. i just believe everything happens for a reason... maybe God was testing my character for the trials ahead... Sacrifices are made for sure but Sacrifices are meant to teach us a lesson how to deal with the situation... and human emotions... so a chapter of my life is now closed yet i can't wait for the next one to be written... who knows what will happen ?! i just keep my fingers crossed and hoping that my angel could search her heart and see how much i love her...
So this is my sadness and its out in the open.. but i always do smile at the end because i know she will be always be there for a friend...
And never have flown away from me again....

~trickpa trickyu~

Bbaw...ano toh?! ice cream...evil!

Sayang lng..ive found her na...the LOVE OF MY LIFE...kaya lang i had to let her go eh...the irony of being me i guess...:(
Cguro the sad thing in life kse when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go...It's true narin that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never assurance that they'll love you back! Cguro i expected love in return...hindi dapat..sana lang i just waited for it to grow in her heart, and if it doesn't, i'l be satisfied that it did...
Who said all is fair in the game of love...
how i miss going to dfa, riding the mrt and lrt, eating at tita bebs, waiting at powerbooks, having coffee, shopping, singing, playing xbox, watching movies, staying up late for the daily tbs with her...
Seeing her smile that usually makes my day... the smell of her hair in my pillow... the cute little notes she makes just to say na always do take care...the video that we took for being so happy na i prayed na it wont end... the bracelet that she made...the glass of water that she can't finish...how she hates to drink pepsi or coke only fruit punches or shakes...the way she cried seeing bruce willis died in armageddon... how i miss watching her sleeping peacefully... and i could not forget the look of her face the first time i gave her flowers...God i miss her so much....
Funny how a relationship that started without any obligation and commitment would hurt this badly it started as a beautiful beginning that ended so soon…now I know how the guy in sassy girl felt like when he lost the girl that could make him smile forever….Surely I did lost that butterfly with me….

So everytime i remember her i could not forget those exact words " Bbaw ano toh?! ice cream"

i miss you... :[

~trickpa trickyu~

Nothing is too wonderful to be true...

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look eyes with them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason! Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from.... In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT! Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.Talk to people who you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy. Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life then LET GO and LIVE IT! - Author Unknown - "Life does not have to be perfect to be wonderful and nothing is too wonderful to be true."

~trickpa trickyu~