Saturday, September 23, 2006

so called life...

What a night!!!... Just celebrated gyds birthday party!!! What a blast it was crazy!!… pero badtrip lng we had to go to work the following morning… so all the vodka, tequila and jack Daniels must stay in place…. Saying hush-hush!!! I was so pump up to drink pa naman! =P… lalo na Ramadan is fast approaching... yup! You heard it right Ramadan and im still stuck here… kaya goodbye sao paolo!! coz I already got my residence visa too bad im gonna miss that place… huhuhu!
Hmmmm?!.. so what else could dubai offer me the next 3yrs? Would I still be here by then? So all questions must be answered and life projections must be met? Kaya im proud to say just this week I just joined a church community and signed up for hospital visitation and consulate visitation. To checkout and to help our fellow pinoy kababayans that dubai hasn’t given much love…
Like for example in the consulate alone there are 14 runaway na mostly ang majority are maids and caregivers na umalis sa mga employer nila cause they are sick for the treatment they usually get from these arab families… kawawa naman sila I tell you…
They always thought that dubai is the land of gold and honey escaping the poverty stricken naspi pero its not!!! Dubai has its own personal issues to attend to also. My grief for our kababayans would always stick with me no matter what country im in to… kaya im taking some actions by helping them at least mga little things that has a great impact to affect them.
Imagined this na your eating sa resto and you would see one arab family na ang daming order na food on the table tpos yng maid nila nsa isang sulok lng and hindi kumakain as in prang aso na you would just throw one bone at!!! It pisses me off! Kaya sa bawat lumuluhang dukha alay ko’y dugo….
Hindi tulad sa pinas na a maid is consider part of the family… if we eat outside we eat all together sabay kahit sino ka pa maid or driver it doesn’t matter social standing is nothing… people are people!! I do respect all of them naalala ko tuloy sila manang susan, mang loloy, ate inday, josie and ate anabel.
All of them are great people which I do respect na kahit umalis na yng mga iba they would still come and visit us… pag bday nila mama and papa Christmas and new year they celebrate with us as family… lalo na si mang loloy lupit he taught me how to drive sa metro kasama ko nung kumuha ako ng driver license and taga hatid and sundo sakin sa airport lagi… pares and goto partner kht its 3am in the morning and sometimes my drinking buddy sa sidebar…kaya sayo mang loloy ako’y sumasaludo!!! At isa sa mga tao na aking nirerespeto!!!
Family and friends pati some officemates all suggested that hindi ko na kailagan mag-overseas cause I got a good life back home I guess they’re right pero siguro its my purpose that God place me here to help our fellow pinoys…

Sana we’re living in a world without strangers like the logo suggested…har har har!

So dubai the next couple of years by the time im 28 I think tama na branch out to something I always wanted to see italy and Tibet or migrated with my sister sa Canada… who knows where the wind blows me… manila is always in my heart sao paolo has been good to me and dubai is now my home for now…
Already met a familiar face here hindi ko alm if I would call her my x or something hahaha…. but the first time I visit this place back in ‘03 definitely we were the news with some of our friends hahaha…
I saw her for the first time and konti chit-chat buzz in our lives… alas! She’s engaged already and a boyfriend in the side… I see how love commands me and I see how love pass me by… she’s engaged na.. jayme got a bf narin.. same as florence, ana marie, Sheila is married and has a kid of her own.. Theresa is in the states… and iris is in manila… people whom I shared my laughter’s and tears and forever will have a special place in my heart…so there are really places I do remember and though some are gone and some remain with lovers and friends I still recall… in my life I love them all… I never cheated and no third party involved I do always say we are still young and we still have a huge world to explore or I think im falling out of love… now karma is eventually kicking my ass..
teka?! Is this train leaving without me? I always do say hindi uso sakin ang relationship and do breakup with your gf and bf been single for about 1 year and a half na yta… time surely flies to fast with a face as ugly as mine it would be hard to catch up hahaha…
one and half year was a blast for me I do enjoy every bit of it… at 26 now I need to focus in more important issues to my so called life….my dad would always bugs me na I could start my own family and I would always reply na “dad I still love being alone with no one nagging me all the time…’’ I couldn’t even take care of myself sometimes’’ then my dad would hit back na mas angat ka pa skin when I ask your mom to marry me I got no saving at all… pero tigan mo I created a loving family and built a good foundation that you and your sisters grew upon… from nothing to something…
siguro my pop’s was right after all…
I think im living life to the fullest I do not need to step it up and should take it easy life is full of turns plus been heartbroken a million times lalo na if the girl of your dreams just dump you for unexplained reasons… jayme was the first girl that I do wanna really be with she has someone now and I haven’t seen her since God knows when… I could relive those days… but the important thing is she’s happy and I forgive myself narin…every memory your looking at the back door its sad to say goodbye...
The future looks bright it burns my eyes…


Ps. Note to self…Go out and meet someone you truly jive with… conversationalist, gamer, Gadget freak, tiangge partner, diehard soccer fan, dog & music lover and a sucker for movie flick and addicted to coffee…

Hmmm?! Where could I find one certainly not around here… nah?! Lightning could strike….

~trickpa Trickyu~





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